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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
The following excerpt explains why.
Me: hey how long are u and daniel gonna last ar? I think u go anywhere ar that's it...lot's of guys will come after u..
Roch: no lahz. I got no heart for other guys liao. I made up my mind...I love daniel alot!!
Me: I guess I now know wad my sister meant by I did the right thing, I gave u up cos we din work out and dan got with u.. and now u say u love him a lot.. I'm very happy for u.. I'm very happy I did wad I did..it hurt me a lot.. but I made 2 ppl really happy... and I did it again this time..and I hope down the road they'd be like u and dan! I'm really happy for u.. I'm really happy with wad i did... remember wad I wrote? "Pain is when you know you can't have the girl you like so dearly...happiness is accepting the fact and knowing she's happy with someone else she wants to be with.."
Roch: but i really treasure d time we spent! but ya..God does have other plans for us i guess.. yeah n m proud of u, will always b proud of u..i really admire u u knoe dat!
Me: really? well..THANX!
This conversation with Rochael made me find peace and happiness and I'm really proud of the phrase I came up with. It also made me realise I'm not that bad a person really! Not perfect, but not as horrible as I think myself to be. =D
Thank You God, Rochael, My Sister, Faith..and all my friends who are trying all they can to cheer me up!