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Sunday, January 02, 2005
Wow!!
Anyway I went for Thailand camporee as u would know, came back and well, "beauty" asked y I was so depressed at the camp. I told her it was cos i felt so near yet so far from this girl I like which was "beauty" herself (yes there was someone else, but it was her that I was depressed over at the camp...)
And after sms-ing each other for a while she told me that she only likes me as a friend...and that is what i call a rejection. (Note to Lakshi: I did not ask her to go out with me, she gave me the answer. I never intended to ask her.)
Anyway I was like real sad and I also realized I’m a horrible person. I'm selfish, I'm nowhere near the brightest guy, I'm super emo, I suck at practically everything I do, I've got a temper problem. sheesh whatever bad traits of a person u can find I think u can find in me la..
Then today, the 2nd girl chose another guy over me. Oh well, what can I say. Given my lack of creativity, I'll follow what Hansel said and adept it to my situation. People O level so good I so lousy, next time get A level, I only Diploma. He so smart of cos the girl will go for him. And i shall quote from the Loser movie soundtrack: " I'm just a teenage dirt bag baby!"
Anyway, I think she won’t regret it la. I AM, after all, just a teenage dirt bag.
Oh ya, I just wanna thank all my friends that have stuck by me so many years. Gao Rui, Rachel, my family, Karen, Gerald, Daniel, Faith...anyway u guys know who u are. Thanx for putting up with this teenage dirt bag...U GUYS ROCK! And God my Rock RoXxoRx too! I'm such a lousy person, I'm so sinful, I'm like so far from being what Jesus would be like...yet he loves me so!! And to further state my lack of creativity, i shall copy the slogan of Carlsberg, ("Carlsberg, probably the best beer in the world.) and adept it to my situation:Shannon, probably the biggest loser in the world...
Oh well till the next time I blog (which I hope will be a happier post)-=OUT=-
Song of the day: Linkin Park – In the End